Is it terrible to say I'm kinda sick of being pregnant already? I'm sick of the heartburn, I'm sick of not being able to sleep, I'm sick of the back pain and the swelling ankles and the EVIL CROTCH PAIN and the not being able to breath deeply and the being tired and not being able to bend at the waist. It takes every ounce of energy I have to shave my legs or cut my toenails. James wants carried sometimes and I honestly just CAN'T. He's 30lbs! His weight on top of the extra weight I'm already hauling around nearly kills me.
I still have just over 5 weeks left and I'm SOOO ready to be done.
Then I feel terrible because I remember the pain of infertility. I remember the pain of NOT being pregnant and I know there are millions that still have that pain...and for me to bitch about the one thing they want? What kind of person does that make me. *sigh* I suck.
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