Monday, August 16, 2010

BORED!!!

Okay, I'm a SAHM...3 kids...and while THEY are challenging and different every single day...beyond that I am sooooo bored!!

Wake up, make breakfast, do the dishes, sweep the kitchen, do laundry, quick pick up, make snack, clean again, make lunch, clean again, naps, snacks, clean again, make supper, clean again, bed...wake up and do it all again.

My ways to break the monotony is going on a walk, to the park, to the library...but still I'm BORED.

My life is one huge deja vu. One day melts into the next. If it weren't for the little song on Nick Jr reminding me what day it is I would forget half the time!! Every day is the same.

I love my kids, I love my life...it's not like I want a full time job (as if we could afford day care anyway) but I'm soooo bored!! Perhaps its the whole 'small town' crap...there is NOTHING to do in this town...I've peeked at the moms group here in town and I'm just not feeling it, they've all known each other for decades and I'm an outsider from the wrong side of the tracks (literally...Knoxville Girl) Plus my parenting practices are slightly radicall...even for our semi-conservative town...or maybe especially in our conservative town?? I'm sure my parenting is more accepted by New Age-y people.

*sigh*

Just whining in between my 3rd load of laundry...in the 15 minutes I have before I have to start supper.

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