Thoughts

So I may be a bit apathetic about this whole TTC process at times. I think after TTC for James for nearly a year and a half I'm just a bit annoyed by the whole process. Why can little 13 y/os who have no business having sex let alone having BABIES get pregnant after one romp in the back of Andy's car because they took their BCP at 4:15 rather than 3:00? It makes no sense to me. Damn people and their superior fertility.

So I'm trying to say, I won't stress over this it's only be 3 possibly 4 months of unprotected sex and 2 of those months I KNOW we didn't have sex on O day. So maybe it will just take a bit, which is understandable and fine. It takes an average of about 6 months to get pregnant. Even in a healthy couple the average is around five months. So I'm on month 3 (not counting that first month, even though I probably Ovulated...didn't have a full cycle so 3 months it is. I'm on cycle day 21...I'm thinking I missed O day this month also...haven't been paying good attention. Last few cycles have had long pre-o period with a pretty short LP. We'll see if that regulates itself over time. Might take a while considering I didn't have my period for over 2 years.